22/12/2016

Bam Bam, What a Bam Bam

"...you loafing around the studio and Desmond Dekker telling the man to give you a break, and he give you the break because he hear the hunger in your voice before he even hear you sing. You cut a tune, but not a hit song, too pretty for the ghetto even then, for we past time when prettiness make anybody's life easy. Wee see you hustle and trying to talk your way twelve inches taller and we want to see you fail. And we know nobody would want you to be a rudeboy anyway for you look like a schemer." (James, 2015, s.8)

"But one hit can't bounce you out of the ghetto when you recording hits for a vampire. One hit can't make you into Skeeter Davis or the man who sing them Gunfighter Ballads." (James, 2015, s.9)

"The dream didn't leave, people just don't know a nightmare when they right in the middle of one." (James, 2015, s.8)

"More people start moving to the ghetto because Delroy Wilson just sing that 'Better Must Come' and the man who would become Prime Minister sing it too. Man who look like white man but char bad like naigger when they have to, singging 'Better Must Come.' " (James, 2015, s.9)

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I discovered Marlon James' "A Brief History of Seven Killings" a year ago, without even paying attention on "Winner of Man Booker Prize for Fiction 2015" sticker on the cover. Things that matter was the bird on the cover (mine was the Riverhead Books edition), reminds me so much of Doctor Bird Records logo.  As a Jamaican music enthusiast, I smirked so many times as I read so many musician names that I admired. Names above were only the beginning.

If you were getting along so well with Pamuk's My Name is Red and A Strangeness in My Mind, 700-ish pages of Seven Killings would be a breeeeezeeee. Landmines are on self-adjustment to patois and Jamaican slang (if you've been listening to Max Romeo the entire way, I think you've got it covered). So, are you ready to switch your F-word curse to bumbaclot?

Meanwhile I will leave you to Delroy Wilson "Better Must Come" and Toots and the Maytals "Desmond Dekker Came First" (extra: google up about the funny stories behind the competition that inspired Maytals to make this song)

A true dem nuh know it's a fram creaaatiooon.



21/12/2016

"Awan Jahat"

("Awan Jahat", 21x15 cm)

I began this drawing as my micro diary in DIN A3 format, but I did a moronic mistake on the prior paper so I switch it to smaller size. I called these mushroomy-atomic bomb-clouds as “awan jahat” (a thunder cloud in Bahasa Indonesia) diary. The main idea of awan jahat is I need a way to express my feeling through strokes and shades, instead of certain object such as human, bloods or whatever. I have to be honest, it is the only way I deal with negativity, that surrounds me at the moment.

I used HB and sometimes 2B graphite, I just mixed it on my mechanical pencil. Until I stroked it on paper, I totally have no idea which is which. So, the color or dark-lights did not necessarily depict my feelings on that day, their shapes probably did. I won’t tell you exactly either. It took me more than 3 weeks to finish it,

While I’m working on smaller size, I also remake this "awan jahat" on its OG A3 size. I consider this is my tiny-frog-leaps for next year, I am eager to do bigger size, e.g. on DIN A2.

(the high-contrast one was the OG, after the cut)

(currently listening to my favorite Travis Millard’s Talks at Google)

14/12/2016

Neptune Hits Hard


Neptune Hits Hard (digital drawing on photoshop, 2016)

Sometimes Neptune hits us hard to the bottom. You'd rather spend your pastime by reading Han Kang's "The Vegetarian" and intentionally skipping "Star Wars: Rogue One" on the first week at the cinema (yaawwnnnn).

I painted directly on photoshop, based on sketch on notebook I made a long time ago. Here's the process:

 1) It all began with this ball of fire and a palette from Victo Ngai's T-Cell

2) This was the actual design I did on my notebook. A girl that hit by meteor.

3) Then I decided to drop the girl and switched them for classic robot.

4) I added flares here and there and highlight on the robot.

5) Details on the robot. I am so happy I could cry.

01/12/2016

Study on 80's Chrome Fonts

(graphite on paper, 10x15 cm, 2016)


Saya sejujurnya nggak terlalu berminat dengan hand lettering, apalagi yang cursive gaya-gaya web cewek/pinterest. Kalau font bikinan Aaron Horkey, font serif di komputer atau font game saya masih tahan deh. Namun setelah pulang dari pameran Sathar vol.1: Past kemarin, saya merasa harus bisa bikin font game-game Nintendo. Pasti berguna suatu saat nanti di karya saya.

Saya mulai belajar membuatnya kemarin, font dasarnya menggunakan Impact. Rasanya besok-besok saya harus modifikasi sedikit font-nya supaya nggak keliatan seperti tulisan di rental komputer "Harap Lepas Alas Kaki" yang dibuat di MS-Words.

Kata "Sade" sih dipilih karena singkat, 4 huruf saja. Saya cuma keingetan Sade, yang meski besar di 1980-an tetapi tidak pernah mengalami fase font Moonwalker-nya Michael Jackson di cover albumnya (sampai ke era 2000-an pun demikian). Nah ini saya berandai-andai kalau Sade masuk ke area game dan film di era itu, mungkin akan kena wabah font chrome ini.

27/11/2016

Braindump 017


Took days off and had a good time with mecha-loving friends during the weekend. They are truly ah-ma-zing. Now I'm charging my 10,000 watt bulbs.

15/11/2016

My Moon, My Man (2)

Watching night skies with my parents became our thing since we no longer celebrate new year party. My father asked me to take pictures of supermoon, so we just went to the rooftop. I took 110 photos before choosing these three. I shot moon since 2011, and I love to shoot them just before sunrise. You could find other moon shots and moon-related stuff here.

05/11/2016

Braindump 016


"Sepiyik awan jahat", digambar menggunakan pensil mekanik, di atas HVS pink a la glossier. Aslinya karya ini nggak lebih dari 6,5 x 3,5 cm. 

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currently reading: William Gibson - Neuromancer

04/11/2016

Randomist 002 - Naninimamonto

Pada suatu malam, saya meminta Stephanie Mamonto untuk membuat list lagu kesukaannya, tidak perlu banyak-banyak, 11-12 lagu sudah cukup (lebih dari itu biasanya jadi lari dari tema atau jadi masukin lagu yang enggak-enggak, biasanyaaa lho kalau saya yaaa). Ternyata dia sigap sekali, list itu sudah ada di inbox message saya keesokan harinya. Ia berbaik hati menyusun 11 lagu yang membuatnya super gembira (sebetulnya 12 tapi saya kelupaan masukin The Kooks yang Junk of The Heart).

Seperti layaknya sebuah mixtape berwujud fisik yang diberikan kepada teman, saya akan senang sekali kalau ada teman-teman lain yang berkenan ikutan tukeran playlist juga. Bisa DM saya di instagram atau email (ada linknya di profil --> ) ya jika berminat ;) Nanti saya carikan lagunya (jika sulit, saya akan minta tolong kalian untuk mengirimkannya) dan membuatkan artworknya. 

Saya sudah memiliki beberapa mixtape yang bisa didengarkan juga sejak September lalu, juga rekaman saya ketika bersiaran di Radio Semut (mungkin ada yang minat flashback heehehe).




Randomist 002 - Naninimamonto tracklist:
1. Angus and Julia Stone - Grizzly Bear
2. Alvvays - Adult Diversion
3. Phoenix - Lisztomania
4. Frederic - Oddloop
5. Placebo - Loud Like Love
6. The Kooks - Naïve
7. Arctic Monkeys - Love Is A Laserquest 
8. The Strokes - You Only Live Once
9. Peter Bjorn & John - Young Folks 
10. Cut Copy - Time Stands Still
11. Miami Horror - Sometimes

31/10/2016

Braindump 015 - Hujan Turun


Beberapa hari belakangan ini saya rajin mencoba alat-alat stok lama di lemari art supplies. Nah, pilihan saya jatuh pada cat air andalan, Pentel (edisi lama, masih dengan tube alumunium)

Ketika menggambar ini, saya kepikiran sahabat saya yang suka sekali main air. Skema warnanya diambil dari bikini miliknya, tapi 3-5 tingkat lebih gelap hahaha. Awalnya saya nggak yakin dengan warna yang saya pilih, apalagi pas basah warna cat airnya ambyar bangeeeettt, gelap gulitjes. Pengen saya buang aja rasanya. Namun setelah kering dan digambari titik hujan dan riak air dengan gel pen putih, ternyata oke. Maka saya putuskan untuk tidak jadi disobek.

Braindump 014


24/10/2016

Braindump 012

"Pocket" (ink on paper, 2016)

"Eeekk!" (ink on paper + a photoshop retouch, 2016)

Markers had significantly made me spent more time to do the least important things on my list today. Promarkers 1, comission works 0. 

22/10/2016

On Your Mark//Braindump 011

"Fishy" (2016, 21x15 cm, india ink & marker on paper)

"Weekend (1)" (2016, 21x15 cm, marker on paper)

"Weekend (2)" (2016, 21x15 cm, india ink & marker on paper)

Inspired by Marishka Soekarna's #hengotdirumah hashtag on instagram and Carla McRae drawing, I dare myself to go quick-draw with marker. I find it is kinda hard for a person who used to draw with graphite or water color. Marker tends to be streaky and uneven for me, although some people says Copic is not streaky at all. Then I tried many illustrators recent fave, Winsor & Newton Promarker and Brushmarker. It is way cheaper than Copic markers, but not as cheap as Finecolor (Copic-on-half-price-sister).

I sometimes forgot not to mix the water-based and alcohol-based ink, so it bleeds. It is not an awful one, but you'd better be careful. For black parts on "Fishy" (top) and "Weekend (2)" (bottom), I used Dr. Ph. Martin's Black Star Hicarb ink, for they never fail me on consistency. Either Matte or HiCarb, they are SUPERB! Thanks to Yuko Shimizu who recommended this on her Skillshare class. On "Weekend (1)", I used black Sakura Pigma Calligraphy medium brush. The consistency is sooooo awful, but it excels on price and practicality. Perhaps for drawing on the go (or opt for Pentel brushpen).

My take on Winsor & Newton Promarker: it's a cheaper alternative to copic, with wide-range of colors. Chisel tip is slightly bigger than Finecolor, but bearable. The smaller tip is way too small, but not ideal too for detailed work. Rate: 3 out of 5

My take on Winsor & Newton Brushmarker: weird brush (way too soft) and uneven strokes, limited color compared to Promarkers series. It is good for larger area. Rate: 1 out of 5.

21/09/2016

Braindump 010

the shinohara | 21x15 cm | ink on paper, lettering on photoshop


Thanks to Feransis, who lend me this endearing film "Cutie and The Boxer". It gave me more reason to put drawing on top of the list. 

Either making art for pleasure or living as an artist, is one of the rockiest road to travel, but somehow I knew, it is not easy to let go. Ride or die. Layak diperjuangkan deh. 

Braindump 009

Lembar Nyampah_1

currently reading: Shirley Jackson - The Haunting of Hill House

Mixcloud


As I dug deeper with other client-oriented projects, I drove away from Radio Semut. I cannot cope with the broadcasting schedule, which I set it up on my own and feel overwhelmed by it. Hahaha. Broadcasting on internet radio is so much fun, I made new friends with listeners from another country. If running a radio supposedly done by a group of people, then slowly turned out to all operated and produced by a single person, it is no longer fun.

Nevertheless, nothing can stop my love of music or making a compilation for myself or others to listen to. Soundcloud seems did not accommodate this purpose, 8tracks I've loved got more complicated hence the copyright infringement for international user (ahem, third-world international user, ahem). Now on my own, I learned how to pre-mix my mixtape on Garage Band, threw in some album art and uploaded it to Mixcloud.

Recently I have two weekly mix and one random playlist, I took the title Randomist from my previous show on Radio Semut. Here's some of the mixtapes, in case you're looking some tunes to accompany you in filling paperworks and do some fun stuff.





07/08/2016


We built this city, we built this cityyyy on 80's new wavaaaae!

After leaving daily shows at Radio Semut a couple of months ago, I miss go oingo boingo with 80's tunes with y'all! You can listen to selected 80s tunes tonight, 10.30 pm (JKT) at  www.mixlr.com/dindiepop

01/08/2016

"It was a seven, The Demogorgon -- it got me"


(graphite on paper, 12 x 8 cm)

Will Byers is my most favorite character from Netflix's Stranger Things. He's low-key, good at hiding, love The Clash and so good at drawing wizards throwing green cabbage (spoiler alert: at the last episode, he received an Atari 2600 as Christmas present). While I was writing this post, somehow I develop few analysis about who's who at the movie. 
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07/07/2016

On Being Invisible


I am on my way in reclaiming my old-self, by leaving an all-girls collective (I constantly annoyed by thousands convos I received daily on my phone, apart from being in a collective is not my thing after all and I won't let that happened to me again, ever), stepping up my drawing techniques and geeking-out on games, books and other fun stuff.

I think, I am more and more interested to be a kidney bean.

Kidney beans, it is a way to utter my feeling of longing for a new start. Sometimes it won't grow, no matter how hard you nurture it. In the other hand, if you just let it be, it will magically grow.

But as a virgo, I want everything within reach and predictable, so I believe more in careful planning and scientific calculations instead of just wing it.

Being invisible for me is just like beans.
The final result is actually there, but remains to be a hidden gem under certain circumstances. People won't care much about beans, since it stays under ground. What really matter is the sprouts.

Being invisible is not like Banksy or come up with gibberish pseudonyms.
It is about how I "standout" without shouting too loud about things. My family did not know that I had 2 cm wide pierced earlobes, until I let them see me without my piercings/plugs on. Well actually, no one realized it was that wide, even my boss and co-workers. For sure, the 2 cm thingy is not a biggie deal.

Being invisible is about how I develop my drawing skill.
It is so hard to find apprenticeship to a mecha or sci-fi artist. Sometimes I have to take hard ways to learn skills I want, such as spent weeks of working on the same piece and copious amount of sketch-erase-repeat to achieve certain shape and technique. Even accepting that I am not able to do certain style or shape is a part of it.

To be so good at things we love equals to sacrificing other things we love too. If I want to be good at playing Magic The Gathering, I have to spent more times playing Magic Duels on Steam and testing my decks with other player at game nights. I am not afraid of being bored through the repeated phases.

09/06/2016

Zelembar Zombie Zehari - 3


Curiosity kills!
"Even more troubling, the voices seemed to be moving into the hallway. The stretch of hallway just beyond her slightly open hotel room door.
Leia didn't know what was happening, but she knew she wanted no part of it.
She lay perfectly still, using a yoga technique to calm her breathing, hoping that Donnie would return, but gradually understanding that, for whatever reason, he wasn't coming back.
I've got a bad feeling about this, she thought." 
(Anderson, Kevin David & Sam Stall. Night of the Living Trekkies. Chapter 4, p.52-53) 
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Now I'm reaching the end, on chapter 27 to be precise. Woot!

Zelembar Zombie Zehari - 2


Inspired from Night of the Living Trekkies, Chapter 4: The Cage
Meanwhile, in a distant level of the hotel far, far away, Princess Leia Organa handcuffed by the wrists to the headboard of a queen-size bed. 
The man holding the key to her freedom was named Donnie Trill. he was a self-styled Web entrepreneur, videographer, and the closest thing she had to a confidant. They'd known each other for about a year. Whenever Trill needed a female model for one of his oddball internet video projects --and had cash in hand-- he gave her a call. 
[...] As Donnie switched on the camera, something thumped the wall above her head...a moan wafted through the wall...There was a second thump, followed by a short high-pitched scream.
"You need to shut them up," Leia said
Donnie turned off the camera and its light and then started toward the door  
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Currently listening to: The Cure-Disintegration (1989)

07/06/2016

Zelembar Zombie Zehari


Sejak weekend lalu saya serius baca buku zombie. Saya tidak pernah tertarik pada tema zombie sebelumnya. Kalau bukan karena embel-embel "Trekkies", pasti sudah saya tinggal di toko dan tak akan membawanya pulang. Di akhir pekan kemarin saya masuk ke bagian serunya. Sampai hari ini saya masih deg-degan penasirun. Dengar bunyi pesan di ponsel sewaktu membaca, saya terkejut. Sempat kebawa mimpi sedikit juga. 

Buku ini sebetulnya tidak sadis-sadis amat, kadang lucu malah, dan pastinya Star Trek references scattered all over the places (I'm talking to you T'Pol from Mirror Universe).

Nah, dalam rangka bulan puasa yang jamnya serba panjang, saya akan memulai mini seri komik baru tentang bagaimana perasaan saya dalam membaca buku zombie ini. Digambar di kertas A4 warna pink muda yang dibagi 6 dan gel pen warna biru. 

 Post ini adalah halaman pertama. Mudah-mudahan bisa tiap hari postingnya.

"Pangkas"


"Pangkas" (or "Cut Off") is one of my early comic in 2009. This was a submission-to-be, the one that never made to the editor's hand of Daging Tumbuh, because I never met him in person nor sent it. 

In 2016, I decided to make it as PDF. You could download it from here. Please tag me on instagram (@dindiepop) if you already download and read it. Enjoy!


06/06/2016

Brain Dump 008

What if we're all extras? Maybe we're all just phaser fodder for some other characters that truly matter to the story. We go around thinking we're the big ones all the time.
(ink & pencil on paper, 11 x 15 cm, 2016)

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currently reading: Night of the Living Trekkies (Kevin David Anderson & Sam Stall)

03/06/2016

Chromiac Robot That I Am So Proud Of

How I wish I could say more about this chromiac robot I drew a couple of weeks ago for a legendary Indonesian ska band's latest album. Would very excited to tell you more about it after the launching!

(done in graphite on paper, 2016, 21x29,7 cm)

Brain Dump 007


I woke up to this (ink & graphite on paper, 2016, A6 spread pages)


02/06/2016

Brain Dump 006

Ternyata saya tidak lagi segitu sabarnya menggunakan cat air.
Ternyata semua itu ada fasenya.

*) Kata Brain Dump ini saya pinjam dari Evie Cahir, untuk gambar-gambar studi di jurnal ataupun ide-ide mentah yang selewat di kepala. 

01/06/2016

GratiZINE di Suar Artspace


Sabtu (28/5) lalu Toro Elmar, Icha Hairembulan dan saya diundang untuk bersama-sama bikin zine di Suar Artspace. Bagi saya, ini semacam pengingat bahwa saya punya zine yang belum diselesaikan. Saya mengumpulkan berbagai zine lama, yang rasanya juga malu banget pas baca ulang hahahahah. Nah proses pembuatan zine yang belum saya kasih judul ini bisa dilihat di instagram. Terima kasih Karin Josephine atas fotonya!

24/05/2016

Kolase Kata Untuk Perempuan - BISA



BISA - adalah kata yang saya pilih dalam lokakarya kolase Kata Untuk Perempuan Sabtu siang (21/5) lalu.

Berbagai kejadian di masa lalu membuat perempuan tidak bisa memilih pekerjaan sesuai keahliannya. Pada tahun 1983, Sally Ride adalah salah seorang perempuan yg mampu meyakinkan dunia militer & aeronautika AS bahwa perempuan BISA mendapat sertifikat pilot pesawat tempur (yg merupakan prasyarat untuk menjadi astronot & bergabung dalam misi luar angkasa, dan saat itu hanya dapat dimiliki oleh laki-laki).

Bagi saya yang suka menggambar, kata BISA berarti perempuan bisa menggambar sci-fi art sedetil dan secanggih seniman laki-laki. Juga menulis semenarik Asimov atau Philip K. Dick. Juga bisa didatangi mejanya saat comic-con dengan antusiasme fans yang sama kepada seniman laki-laki.

Yang paling penting adalah perempuan BISA melakukan apapun sesuai minat dan keahliannya, karena dia yakin pada dirinya sendiri dan juga orang-orang di sekitarnya yakin bahwa ia BISA.

22/05/2016

Byuun to tondeku tetsujin nijuuhachi-gou


(graphite & charcoal on paper, 2016)

My current amusement: Tetsujin 28. They called it Gigantor in the U.S.

16/04/2016